You have to fight through the bad days to get the best days of your life. Relapse and sad days happen, but they do not define you or block you from moving on.
I’ve things to do today:
I must crush memory down,
I must turn my heart to stone,
I must try living, again.
I am tired of trying to hold things together that cannot be held. Trying to control what cannot be controlled. I am tired of denying myself what I want for fear of breaking things I cannot fix. They will break no matter what we do.
— Erin Morgenstern, The Night Circus